November 24, 2010
Her side of the story:

I broke up with him today.. i told him i wasn't happy. He didn't even ask why. i thought he would ask me to stay. But he didn't. He just let me go. And just like that.. i lost the guy i wanted for so long.









                                                                           


His side of the story:
She broke up with me today. She said she wasn't happy.. i was too hurt to ask why. I wanted to stop her from leaving. But if she's not happy with me, ther's no way i can make her stay.. So i just let her go, and just like that. i lost the girl i   was dreaming for so long..
November 18, 2010

For Boys.. try to wear a mustache.

November 16, 2010

Sad Love Story.


boy- i missed u at school today, why weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh realy? why?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh..
girl- so what did we do in math today?
boy- u didnt miss any thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u know i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- why did u ask?
girl- ........*silence*........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good. :-)
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah..of course i would *sounding worried* is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine...
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok....i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hon
girl- really?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have u seen my girlf today?
friend- nope
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u know how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- kay well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- why weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh...i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ...........um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-....alright, i love u sweetie.
very long pause*

girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- why????
girl- i.. i...i love u.
click*

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u...
boy- dude, wtf tell me!?
friend- uh..call this number..433-555-3468
boy- ok....thx!

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- umh..i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- realy? why? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- please come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i....mmh
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................*breaks into tears*.....................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- why??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- why didnt u tell me????
girl- because.. i didnt want 2 hurt u. *:'-(
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 see if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here with u
boy- then why'd u break up with me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES..
GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.
but what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.




Yellow - Coldplay

(sumpah lagu ini sweet abis liriknya)

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

Better That We Break - Maroon 5 

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway.
It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…




Like A  Star- Corinne Bailey Rae









Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
November 15, 2010

Love Cartoon.



 




I feel ripped off by Disney movies. I grew up believing that my very own Prince Charming would find me, and it would be lovely, and I would be happy forever and there would never be a spider in the bath, or a blown light bulb when I’m home alone, or a rainy day when I missed the bus... My Prince Charming would never let me feel sad. I honestly believed that, because seeing is believing, and that was all I’d seen. :-J

But I was little then, and now I am fourteen years old, and I wonder if Prince Charmings even exist. I know I’m too young to feel like this, but I’m glad of it. I’m glad I’ve realized now that even if I did find that perfect boy for me, sometimes spiders might still crawl up through the drain and I might only see them once I’d gotten all my bubble bath and candles ready. And I know that bus drivers are dickheads and won’t stop driving for someone who’s running to the stop, even if I do find the love of my life. I am glad that I know, now, that it’s okay if I never have a man like Prince Eric or Aladdin. Because Eric married a fish lady and Aladdin wears stupid pants anyway, and they couldn’t solve all my problems with a pretty song and dance..-_-So I feel ripped off by Disney movies, because they lied to me when I was just a gullible little kid, and made me wish I could go to a ball and find the love of my life. I feel ripped off, because they made me hope for something impossible.. and I feel ripped off, because what I’ve learned in my short life is not to believe what you see.

I'm Yours(ukulele)

Learn a little about love from an Angel...

Hai. I feel that i need to tell this to someone.. well actually not just someone- but to everyone. Everyone who needs to hear this because I'm so sick of keeping my mouth shut about it.:S

My close friend has been going through a break with her boyfriend. I'm not even going to give her the title of calling it a break up because it wouldn't be fair to people who have actually been through a break up. They are completely predictable as a couple and it goes a little something like this. Girl and Boy love each other, girl get's annoyed with boy and wants to be single, OR boy feels like she isn't the one- so boy and girl fight a lot, and i mean A LOT- girl acts like a bitch, boy calls girl a bitch- and thus they end up in a break. However after a week, or a month tops, they're right back into their beautifully effed up relationship acting like the world is perfect and they've made the biggest mistakes of their lives by parting. Lather, rinse, and repeat. It's pathetic to watch, really. And honestly, this isn't the only friend I've seen do this. My other friend is broken up with her boyfriend but spends every second with him still. I mean- HELLO! - why did you even break up to begin with? I see it all the time. Even people i don't know. I mean, if i see another changed relationship status on facebook, I'm going to scream. It's like clockwork with some people. They're broken up- no back together- oh wait, now they're broken up- aaaand back together!

Call me bitter, but it makes me so mad to see it sometimes. Especially when my friend comes crying to me. I know i should be a great friend and listen, and don't get me wrong... i do; i sit there and listen and offer my best advice from the heart but deep down inside i just want to take her by the shoulders and shake her compulsively while screaming "you have no idea!". Because really, she doesn't have any idea. None of these back and forth couples do. They have no idea what it's like to be completely ripped and pushed away from someone you love and be forced to let go...to have to deal with the pain that comes with someone giving up on you and wanting nothing to do with you ever again, just like that. I know i shouldn't care but this is why:
I've been through that kind of break up. I had my heart literally ripped from my chest, through the ribs, thrown on the floor in front of me, stepped on, spit on, and kicked. Twice!!!?? By the same boy:-(. I was so completely heart broken i couldn't function, and truthfully, i'm still healing even months later. It killed me. So seeing all of these couples get back together, or make a huge fuss when they're on a break because to them it's the end of the world to even think of letting go, even though realistically they'll be back with each other in a month give or take, makes me want to roll my eyes or smack them in the head. Sometimes i wish it could be me. And it was briefly. I took back a crappy relationship and you know what it was the second time around? Crap. Big shocker there. And i sometimes look at these couples that get back together and i still wish it could be me.. But you know what? It didn't happen for me and it will never happen for me and that's something that makes you strong. (iii jijinih sok bahasa inggris) HAHA udah ya dengerin aja gak ngerti buka google translate..

lanjut oke.. this one goes out to all of the people how have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn't a part of them, but put up with it anyhow... palagi ya ohya For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway huhu and for the people that periodically miss the past, but are so much more excited for the future. For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it's better just to let go.

and guys..this one is for you. We'll get our happy ending someday:----)
-C
November 10, 2010

14 ways to keep relationships working

  1. Love each other
  2. Keep communication open
  3. Stay sweet
  4. Don't lie
  5. When u get hurt, just FORGIVE and FORGET 
  6. If u say sorry, mean it
  7. Give and take process
  8. Beware of his/her feelings
  9. When u had a fight, don't let the day past
  10. Don't talk about EX's
  11.  Don't compare ur past with present
  12. Talk to them
  13. Never say it's ok when it's not
  14. Don't be the PERFECT one. Be the RIGHT one.         
So.. Go on, u should try it. goodluck guys!

    ANATOMY OF LOVE


     

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